What the past few years have taught me is that if anything, the only thing we have in this terrifying world all we have are the connections that we make; in the great, grand scheme of things, we’re just tiny specks that will one day be forgotten. So it doesn’t matter what we did in … Continue reading Countenance of a Friend.
I feel like happiness is an ongoing uphill battle. It’s so hard to keep trying to reach that goal, and I’m just tired of it, because no matter how much I try or how well I think I’m doing, I look around and I can’t help but notice its more of a struggle for me … Continue reading The Apprehension of Being.
It took me a long time to realize how miserable I was, and it took me even longer to see that it doesn't have to be that way. I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I want to believe I’m a good person. And that’s … Continue reading Emancipation of the Individual.
It’s not that I want to die in fact, it’s the exact opposite. I want to live. The problem I have is that I’m just tired of being me; someone who can’t achieve anything of worth, a privileged individual who could have done so much more with what I had but instead fell into a … Continue reading The Antithesis of Happiness.
It feels like a lifetime since I last posted anything on my blog, and I want to start by apologising for that. Not only to the few people who read my blog, but also to me. I started this blog with the idea that I would try my best to change for the better; to … Continue reading The inevitability of Change.
I’ve always wanted people to accept me. For people to be happy when they are around me even at times when I am not happy with myself. Thoughts like these have always been ever-present in my mind for as long as I can recall. I always find myself worrying about things that might never happen … Continue reading Pursuit of better introspection.
The past couple of days I’ve been trying to figure out what to post on my blog, even though I haven’t done anything ‘blog’ worthy I still was eager to find something to write about. However, what I realized is that I don’t always have to do something in order ‘improve’ myself; by practicing the … Continue reading The Everyday Virtues.